I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
This six months has been hard on me..
I don't know if anyone feels the same way..
But all i know is that i have learned many things
that cant be taught anywhere else
You can only learn it by experiencing it
It is really painful the first time..
And when it happens the second time,
you'll be numb to all these emotional pains
I have experience crushing on someone,
being crushed on..
Being in a relationship..
Breaking a relationship,
You can say that i know all the tricks of the trade.
You can say that i have experience more than any other
in a short span of 6 months..
Most people just fall in to,
and out of love.
then start all over again.
But why must I face almost everything
within this short 6 months??
I don't really understand it
Its really painful at times
So much so as that
Tears flow from my eyes even though
I don't feel sad..
I can lie on my bed before i sleep
and these tears just flow endlessly
I was not crying,
I was not recalling the pain,
And i was confirm not laughing so hard
I cant understand most of what happened
But i know that I am being made used of..
When people break up,
they usually go find another partner
to be with so that they can forget the past r/s
And if they break again,
they will just find a new one
They get caught in this endless cycle.
And now i say this..
I promise to those who read this,
That I wont be caught in this cycle
And that I wont think of another r/s until i am ready.
The previous 2 were too much of a rush
I neither want to be the cause of anyone's pain
Nor want to feel anymore pain
But i have to say thanks to
Liz Khoo
surprise surprise..
Liz:
Funny that i mention you..
the hate is there..
But i have to thank you for exposing me
to all these dating stuff
Thanks for showing me no to be too
ready to jump into a r/s.
Thanks for the time we had..
Really sorry for the outcome..
You taught me to be patient,
and to take things easy..
You taught me not to rush in to things
From the relationship we had,
I have learned alot.
As for me..
I think I told you this already..
I have learned a lot in this 6 months
Nothing can take it away from me.
And for every new relationship I'll have in the future,
I'll always these 6 months,
all the lessons and the emotional feelings
I'll take a break from all these relationship stuff,
I'll enjoy life as it goes its course
I know that when the time is right,
God will send some one to be with me
Therefore i have no worries..
For the life here on earth is temporary
the love gained and lost,
All the treasures stored up..
Someday, it will all be gone..
Someday, I'll forget all my pain
Someday, I'll be in heaven. My real home
So there is no need for all these worries..
Live life as it is =)
Welcome (:
Disclaimer? nopes, your free to do anything execpt insulting, defaceing, forgery, or anything else that is bad. Because God is watching YOU!
God's Child
My name is Chen:
Chen Hsien-en Joshua.
Call me "Chen", "JC" or "Chenster"
The first day of my life:
1 Sept 94.
Forget it and you will suffer!!!
Is a slave of:
ACS[Barker].
Works for ACS Barker Media Resource
Identity 3117
1B1
2B1
3E1
4E1
His Mission
Studies:
Aerospace Engineering
or Audio Visual Tech
Kick lazyness heh
Be able to do all my HWs
Materials:
Nokia N8
A room to myself
Sennheiser (over the ear) headset
SM58 Mic (HeeHee)
Beta87 Mic (gonna come soon i think..)
